Cordy

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Subject:	Dreams turn to Dust in LA (our_gang)
Time:	02:44 pm
Current Mood:	crappy

I hate this place!
I can't even describe the amount of filth there is in Los Angeles. It's disgusting. The glitz of Hollywood and all of that halfway makes up for it....if you're a tourist! I'm not. I was supposed to be a star. A famous, rich, pampered actress.

Now I'm barely making rent on this shabby appartment by shadowing as a waitress! ME! A waitress! I wait on other people. This is soooooo an alternate reality people, I'm Cordelia Chase, I take shit from no one. Not to mention leftover lasagna... ewww.

I'm so angry with Daddy and the stupid insurance bills. I should be at Emerson, learning how to really act.
All I got was this local seafood commerical gig, and it was hardly even Alliance standard!

But I do have enough money after that and waiting tables to enter UCSunnydale late. I don't, however, have enough money to get back to Sunnydale. As much as I hate that town, at least they don't look at me like a piece of meat up there....or, the humans don't anyway.

UGH!!! Why oh why did I ever break up with Xander?! Well, I know why -Willow kissage and ew- but that's so over with!

Okay, that's it, I need to call him. I've swallowed my pride enough times while here, I can do it once more.

::Picks up phone and dials, the other end picks up::

"Xander?"

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November 7th, 2003